Although I had approached this Ghost
Ranch workshop as a detached, analytical scientist desiring to learn
more about Curanderismo, my awareness was profoundly altered by a limpia-clearing
ritual. Because I’m not in that altered state anymore, it is difficult
to describe. Perhaps, it is comparable to what the Zen Buddhists call a
kensho experience, in which the imprisoning filters through which
we perceive the world are temporarily broken down.
My limpia was carried out using
traditional Curanderismo elements, including rubbing raw fertile eggs
(intact not broken!) and fresh rosemary over the body. In addition,
curandera Elena Avila waved an eagle feather around certain body areas
in an effort to push out the negative energies she perceived in my
energy field. Although recognizing the power of ceremony to shift
consciousness, given my scientific background, I viewed the
incorporation of raw eggs and rosemary as just quaint cultural
traditions. As such, I was astonished by my limpia-induced perceptual
transformation.
As a part of life’s trials and
tribulations, all of the workshop participants had brought with them
various personal, sometimes truly tragic, problems that had adversely
affected their lives. During the workshop, these issues were often
extensively shared with others, especially during the heart-to-heart
pláticas; and how I perceived others was based, in part, on how I
subjectively weighted these issues in my mind. My heart went out to
some, and in others, I had little tolerance for their problems.
However, when my limpia was
concluding, I looked around at my fellow participants and saw them very
differently. It’s hard to explain, but in spite of my previous,
judgment-laden perceptions, I now saw everyone as beautiful beings,
radiating God’s energy. Refusing to acknowledge that my view of the
world had shifted from inside me, I initially attempted to
analytically assess what had shifted externally, i.e., what had
happened to them.
After going outside for a closing
ceremony, I was in awe of the vividly blue New Mexico sky and the
earth’s vibrant hues. I couldn’t understand why I hadn’t noticed before;
it seemed that previously I had been looking at the world through
glasses that had muted God’s ubiquitous radiance. Lasting several hours,
my perceptual ecstasy affected all of my senses. For example, the
junipers were more fragrant, the birds were more melodious, and at
lunch, previously unnoticeable pudding tasted like it was manna from the
heavens. Unfortunately, later that afternoon, I came crashing back into
everyday reality when I stupidly decided to check my
obligation-reminding emails.
This transient perceptual state was
one of my most powerful life experiences. As Shakespeare stated in
Hamlet, “There are more things in heaven and earth … than are dreamt
of in your philosophy," and for me, Curanderismo’s eggs and rosemary are
among them.